Merry Christmas

I hope you had a beautiful Christmas with your friends and family.

Although I didnt get to be a part of your day today.

I still hope it was special.

:)

I<3you so very much.

As long as you're Faithful, Honest, Caring, &Mine....

Im not going anywhere.

Promise. :D

I want to know how many scars you have

and memorize the shape of your tongue.

I want to climb the curve of your lower back

and count your vertebrae

your ribs

your fingers

your goose bumps.

I want to chart the topography of your anatomy

and be fluent in your body language.

I want you, entire.

Inside and Out

<3

Please.......

I LOVE YOU!!!

You took me back sooner than I though you would...

But Hell

Im NOT complaining.

:D

<3

Last words

 You did what you said you wouldnt do... You left me. With no warning and it seems with no problem. You threw me out without a problem and refuse to let me back in. I cant hate you though. Because I know your a wonderful guy, and I miss you terribly. I<3you still today. I cant just let go THAT easily. You've done this to me sooo many times. It sucks, and the sad thing is that I'm getting used to u being bipolar about our relationship. Maybe when Im 18 things will be better, be easier for you. I meant it when I said I was ok, but apparently you werent ok. Im sorry I put you threw that much stress and pain. So maybe. Another day wayy in the future things may be different cause they wont be different today...
I love you my friend

Sweetest text you ever sent me...

"Look I know we haven't talked a lot the last few days and I know you're not awake right now but it's not because I don't want to talk to you; I just been really busy with work. I know I haven't said I love you but I'm not sure I know what that is yet, but I want you to know I really care about you."

"I'm just trying to make sure that I wont have to worry about anything; that's why I work so much. But then I worry about loosing you because I work so much."

"I could see us in the FUTURE."

"Life is Just Breathing Without a Challenge, and I'm up for it if you are. :-)"

"You're not just pretty; you're faithful and that's hard to find."

"As long as you're real with me and faithful you never even have to think about losing me."

You dont know do you?

In a crowded room

my eyes

 will always search for you...



SO Jealous

Pissed :(

Got robbed

of $34

&

now I cant get the money in time

to get you this ralph lauren polo.

It was cute

&your favorite color.

I hate people.

Except Him.

<3

I<3MYBaby. :D

Girl Code

When a girl  I say....

Im cold = HOLD ME! We have body heat; lets combine it.

I'm fine= 90% of the time somthing is bothering me.

You don't have to buy me anything = TEST! I really would like a gift...

I miss you = Im in a "talk sweet to me baby" mood

What are you doing tonight = I wanna see you

Beautiful Things





I LOVE YOU

I hope you know that I really care about u. U make me happy every single day. I know we can't talk 24/7 thats why I cherish every text, call, and minute spent with u. I know I cant see the future but I hope mind is bright. I hope it is well spent with u in my life. Having u in the military will be stressful but that's okay. Ur worth it. All of it. The stress the sleepless night the arguments.... Totally worth it all. U r my sunshine. I<3you :)