Happy Couples. :) I miss my bf....

I love you...

I don't know why you keep insisting that I don't seem happy with you.

If I were to get any happier on our best of days my heart would

burst...

I know I'm happy with you.

You may not see it 24/7

but

everyone has their ruff depressed days.

And

Every once in a while

we fight.

So what.

I wouldn't wanna be with

Anyone.Else.

<3

Merry Christmas

I hope you had a beautiful Christmas with your friends and family.

Although I didnt get to be a part of your day today.

I still hope it was special.

:)

I<3you so very much.

As long as you're Faithful, Honest, Caring, &Mine....

Im not going anywhere.

Promise. :D

I want to know how many scars you have

and memorize the shape of your tongue.

I want to climb the curve of your lower back

and count your vertebrae

your ribs

your fingers

your goose bumps.

I want to chart the topography of your anatomy

and be fluent in your body language.

I want you, entire.

Inside and Out

<3

Please.......

I LOVE YOU!!!

You took me back sooner than I though you would...

But Hell

Im NOT complaining.

:D

<3

Last words

 You did what you said you wouldnt do... You left me. With no warning and it seems with no problem. You threw me out without a problem and refuse to let me back in. I cant hate you though. Because I know your a wonderful guy, and I miss you terribly. I<3you still today. I cant just let go THAT easily. You've done this to me sooo many times. It sucks, and the sad thing is that I'm getting used to u being bipolar about our relationship. Maybe when Im 18 things will be better, be easier for you. I meant it when I said I was ok, but apparently you werent ok. Im sorry I put you threw that much stress and pain. So maybe. Another day wayy in the future things may be different cause they wont be different today...
I love you my friend

Sweetest text you ever sent me...

"Look I know we haven't talked a lot the last few days and I know you're not awake right now but it's not because I don't want to talk to you; I just been really busy with work. I know I haven't said I love you but I'm not sure I know what that is yet, but I want you to know I really care about you."

"I'm just trying to make sure that I wont have to worry about anything; that's why I work so much. But then I worry about loosing you because I work so much."

"I could see us in the FUTURE."

"Life is Just Breathing Without a Challenge, and I'm up for it if you are. :-)"

"You're not just pretty; you're faithful and that's hard to find."

"As long as you're real with me and faithful you never even have to think about losing me."

You dont know do you?

In a crowded room

my eyes

 will always search for you...



SO Jealous

Pissed :(

Got robbed

of $34

&

now I cant get the money in time

to get you this ralph lauren polo.

It was cute

&your favorite color.

I hate people.

Except Him.

<3

I<3MYBaby. :D

Girl Code

When a girl  I say....

Im cold = HOLD ME! We have body heat; lets combine it.

I'm fine= 90% of the time somthing is bothering me.

You don't have to buy me anything = TEST! I really would like a gift...

I miss you = Im in a "talk sweet to me baby" mood

What are you doing tonight = I wanna see you

Beautiful Things





I LOVE YOU

I hope you know that I really care about u. U make me happy every single day. I know we can't talk 24/7 thats why I cherish every text, call, and minute spent with u. I know I cant see the future but I hope mind is bright. I hope it is well spent with u in my life. Having u in the military will be stressful but that's okay. Ur worth it. All of it. The stress the sleepless night the arguments.... Totally worth it all. U r my sunshine. I<3you :)

Doubt

Do you ever have one of those days where you doubt everyone and everything like no one cares and you don't believe half the stuff they have said?
I'm totally having one of those days with you... :(
We talk less and less everyday. You say you're not going to leave which I love hearing from you, but I feel like I'm loosing a little bit of you everyday.
You're always saying sweet things to me, but everyone knows actions speak louder than words.
If I didn't text you every morning and wait for you to reply we would probably never talk...
The last thing I want to do is give up because you mean so much to me and I'm glad we have gotten as close as we are right now. I know we can go to the distance with a littke more effort from both of us.
If theres something you want me to do more or less feel free to tell me.
COMMUNICATION IS KEY.
I know you dont like to hear me say it but....
I love you.
No matter how much you want to disagree I know I do. I've read your definition of love over and over again and I feel that with you. Of course its not the strongest of love because I have my moments of doubt where I dont think you really care, but I know you do. So its a weak form of love full of fear of loosing you again, but I know eventually this fear will go away and the doubt will fade so that no girl (ex or friend)
Wil make me doubt how much you care for me. I'll get there one day.
Like you said
"Life is just breathing without a Challenge."

Sweet BabyLove

      Well I didn't get to see you on Tuesday of last week, but I got to see you on Saturday AND on Sunday where we were able to relieve some stress! ;) This was a Good Good weekend. I didn't get to sleep all night next you and cuddle all night like I wanted, but I got to see you and you were being oober sweet and telling me you missed me <3

      How sweet! I still think I miss you more....If you think you miss me more I'll let you think so, but I KNOW better. :P I hope you come back down this weekend, but with my luck I probably wont get to see you. BLAHHHHHH :C

     I hope you're behaving in Jville. I trust you, but IDK. Lately you're so busy 24/7. I don't even see a reason to try and text you because you're always doing something that you hardly have any time to call me or even send a simple text. You get have work, Work WAYYYY too damn much, and your sleep is so fucked up. Its getting ridiculous. I <3 you soooo damn much much but I really wish we would talk more.... :/  

     This is becoming more of a challenge than I thought it was going to be. Don't worry though. I'm still not giving up on us. I'm much stronger BabyLove. :)

Gives me Butterflys

• Good morning texts
• Kisses on the forehead
• Really long Goodbyes
• Holding hands
• Silence that isn't Akward
• Cuddling all Night
• Your Smile
• Listening to your memories
• When you say you miss me
• Waking up beside you
• You playing with my hair
• Your ROTC outfit :p
• Your eyes
• Our hugs
• Your voice

 YOU

Give me Butterflies 

Stupid Rent, Sweet Words

I woke up today thinking that after a week of waiting I was finally going to get to see you and kiss you all over. 

I was wrong.

You had to leave and go back and pay rent for your apartment

by midnight....  :c

THEN after you tell me this sad sucky news and Im all upset got tears rolling down my face, mascara all over....

You tell me you'll TRY to come back down on Tuesday cause I'll be at my moms with the car and you'll come see me. :D

Thats like so sweet. The fact that you're willing to drive down here when you have class the next day dried all my tears and put me on cloud nine. <3

It was cute and sweet like put me head over heels! So baby I hope you can come cause I miss you so Damn Much!If you can't make it Tuesday I'll understand. Be sad of course, but Ill know its because you're too busy with more important things.

Wouldn't Change a Thing

"I can't stay mad at you for anything. 

You're the harmony to every song I sing. 

And I wouldn't change a thing."

I HATE you work so damn much. It gets more and more difficult everyday. It makes me so mad at you for loving money, but I cant stay mad at you when you say the sweetest things, and care for me the way you do. Its such a simple kind of relationship and care we have that we don't have to go far or spend money to have a sweet great time.

You're so relaxed, happy and gorgeous.

I LOVE IT!

If you care about me like you say you do then I could really see this going far because I know how I feel about you, and though, yes I get upset and bipolar sometimes there isn't a thing I would change about you, me, US.

What we have is cute, honest, sweet, and strong.

I wouldn't give this up for anything in the entire world.

Promise

I can't promise a relationship without arguments, disagreements, or difficult times.

However, I can promise as long as you still care, have faith, and put forth and effort EVERYDAY

I'm Staying. <3

J.A.L.

Life is just breathing

Without a Challenge. 

Lyrics

      My hearts a stereo.

It beats for you so listen close.

Hear my thoughts in every note.

Make me your radio.

Turn me up when you feel low.

Just sing along to my stereo.

I only pray you'll never leave me behind.

Because good music can be so hard to find.

I'll take your head and pull it closer to mine.

Thought love was dead 

but

Now you're changing my mind.

Be Strong!

      Be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith be strong keep faith

      The distance is not fun. Its stressful and requires patients, but its worth it. It will all be worth it in the future. I just have to remember he cares about me, he hasn't messed with anyone else as far as I know, and anytime i've needed him he was always there with help and kind words.
     
    The distance is gonna be a bitch, but I care too much to let go. No matter how long it takes. As long as he wants me her I WILL BE HERE!
            

Forget Me

Most of the time you make me the happiest girl in the world.

Then there are days I can feel you forget me...

You

You're not my life,

but you're the one I want to spend it with.

You're not my world,

but you're the best thing in it.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#19
How after all this time you talk I still get butterflys.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#18
Your Laugh.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#17
When you bite your bottom lip in a cute seductive way.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#16
The way you trace along my back when we lay down together.

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#15
When you kiss my neck so sweetly.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#14
How cute you look when you wear your glasses.

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#13
Your sleepy voice.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#12
When you wake me up with a Kiss.

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#11
When you share little secrets or memories about yourself.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#10
The way you look at me.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#9
How you kiss my head when I put my head on your chest.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#8
The way you hold my waist.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#7
How you're worth every risk.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#6
How you love my curves.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#5
When you place your hand under my chin to bring my lips to meet yours.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#4
That you never leave no matter how much easier your life would be without me.

thingsiloveaboutyou

#3
How gentle you are.

thinsiloveaboutyou

#2
How you take time out of you busy day to talk to me.

thingsiloveaboutyou

1#
How you let me see a side of you that no one else gets to see.

Compatibility of Aries and Aquarius

Aries and Aquarius have a great degree of compatibility between themselves. They share the same personality traits of independence, exuberance and a love for freedom. For both the zodiacs, the best way to solve a problem is through a progressive and dynamic approach. This dynamism and vivacity can be seen in their relationship also. An Aries as well as an Aquarius individual tend to go against traditions and find it difficult to adhere to rules and conventions. Personal freedom and personal creativity define their true self. The best thing about this love match is that both the partners respect other's uniqueness and individuality.

An Aquarius will always support as well encourage the enterprise and autonomy of Aries. On the other hand, Aries will always be interested in the new and unconventional ideas of the former. There may be times when the untimely impulsiveness of the Water Bearer irritates the Ram. However, this will be more of an exception, than a norm. Since both the individuals are extremely energetic and vivacious, their relationship will hardly ever become boring or monotonous. All in all, a very good match!

Aries Man and Aquarius Woman
In the relationship of an Aries man with an Aquarius woman, the latter one will be playing the major part in managing it. She will be able to take in his anger without getting upset and make him see the other side of the coin in a much cordial manner. His part will be limited to injecting passion in the love match and instill compassion in her. His aggressive ways will intrigue her and her independence will match with his need for freedom. Their conversation will never ever be idle and they will never get bored of each other.