Monday, September 19, 2011

Doubt

Do you ever have one of those days where you doubt everyone and everything like no one cares and you don't believe half the stuff they have said?
I'm totally having one of those days with you... :(
We talk less and less everyday. You say you're not going to leave which I love hearing from you, but I feel like I'm loosing a little bit of you everyday.
You're always saying sweet things to me, but everyone knows actions speak louder than words.
If I didn't text you every morning and wait for you to reply we would probably never talk...
The last thing I want to do is give up because you mean so much to me and I'm glad we have gotten as close as we are right now. I know we can go to the distance with a littke more effort from both of us.
If theres something you want me to do more or less feel free to tell me.
COMMUNICATION IS KEY.
I know you dont like to hear me say it but....
I love you.
No matter how much you want to disagree I know I do. I've read your definition of love over and over again and I feel that with you. Of course its not the strongest of love because I have my moments of doubt where I dont think you really care, but I know you do. So its a weak form of love full of fear of loosing you again, but I know eventually this fear will go away and the doubt will fade so that no girl (ex or friend)
Wil make me doubt how much you care for me. I'll get there one day.
Like you said
"Life is just breathing without a Challenge."

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